i dont know how to start this blog.
i want to cry.
want to be in silence.
but i cant. maybe because i am bothered- bothered because i always think about my grandmother. how could'nt think of her? She's in the hospital.
It's a big shock for me. Maybe because just last week, we had a big school event party. And that is all i wanted. Now i've got that wish, there would be something in return. and that, my gandmother is sick.
My God, i dont know what im gonna do. My mother is tired of taking care of my granny and i wish, someone will help her.
yes, i can. its just so no one's home and there are many thieves in our place. I hope my granny wasn't sick. I hope she'll be alright. that's all. that's all i've wanted.

-- those people who have read my blog. please help me pray my grandmother. And those people who sympathized with me, thank you very much.. God will ALWAYS bless us. goodnight.