august 10 to 11, 2007 was our youth camp. such a great experence i had. being left alone was my weakness. why? due to myself inferiority. well i guess ill need to be more cofident. i am confident. actually being with him is such a awesome experience. i adore him. but, i dont look forward to him because i know that he would not be mine. i know im damn stupid to wrote about him. how could i stop talking about him when all in my mind is martin. but, there is certain point when i saw him very frustrated- frustrated because he's alone. he feels that he's nothing. hes wrong. in that time i want to approach him and talk to him. i can't and i'll never will. if i have another chance, i promise to my self that i'll give the rest of the time with him. such a great dancer.