such a great dancer

hahaha! funny isn't it? i dont know what i've done yesterday. wheter i let my classmate copy my answers or i just did'nt notice it? n_n and ,anyway. much huge problem--- i don't want to study at the ateneo anymore. why? simple reaso- to forget the things that reminds me of being one of the stupid student in that school, second, being one of the famous blooppers in the school and third, the most irritating girl you will see in your entire life if you and been given a chance to sudy in ateneo de Davao. hahhaa- this serious matter cause me so much pain and dissapointment. as if the whole world let me down that day. hahaha funny. The only happiest part of it was i met and knew a lot of people in the campus particularly the popular ones. just the saddest part is,i only knew them in friendster. hahaha! especially martin- the dancer ?who really makes me wonder. wonder? why would he makes me wonder? it's because of this appeal which really caught my attention. and i know, i also caught his attention due to the thing that sometimes i became a stalker of him. hahaha what a stalker. go back to the cheating day. that time, i ws so depressed and stubborn because i'm ashamed of myself. really ashamed. i cried a lot after i said it to my mother. my father knew it already and i want him to get me here in davao so that i could study there in manila or far more better, my aunt will get me here in the philippines and stay there with my cousin and uncle and stay there until i graduated and have some stable career. hahaha i know this will be better that i've ever seem.

hahai. a magnificent week. dacs had been always great! especially now. did you know why? i met someone who really lovestoned me. hahai he looks like john wayne sace- the davao version. hahaha anyway, our games was fine. we won straight and we need to compete again with the spct girls doubles because to finally be in dcaa (another event higher than dacs). this boy really been a great boy to me. he is nice and has a sweet smile.... and i've been really looking forward to be his girlfriend??? hahaha i hope so. please GOD, i know i've been a bad servant to you. i will accept what decision you'll made. and. if this is love, give me a sign. a sign Lord GOD. just a sign.

woh oh! nice game men! i'd never played this harder. did you know that we won by decision?? table tennis. this game made me a great person. its because i learned how to be disciplined and be more open to others especially to my teammates and my partner. and how great i am because my grandmother is still surviving! but i cant help to be sad because my mother is very tired of babysitting y grandmother. i hope i have the strength to face her consequence so that my mother would not be stressed and very depressed. I always pray to God that he will always guide my grandmother and my mother especially nowadays that my granny is very heavy. anyway, back to the game. i met new friends and those helped me alot. i saw a badminton guy whom i really appreciate. he has looks, brains and especially the skill. but. concentrate anne. Looking forward to dcaa, im very excited to see my i mean our opponents. Help me lord and my teammates to face them again with light and courage that we may not be discourage especially me who had been very nevous a while ago. Amen. wait for my next blog! it would be more interesting and entertaining! good day repapipz!

hahai. i feel like heaven when i saw his eyes. His smooth lips telling he wants me to be his friend. But, How??? As if he's too far away.
But, he isn't.

what??!!! gud am. everyone..!!

i dont know how to start this blog.
i want to cry.
want to be in silence.
but i cant. maybe because i am bothered- bothered because i always think about my grandmother. how could'nt think of her? She's in the hospital.
It's a big shock for me. Maybe because just last week, we had a big school event party. And that is all i wanted. Now i've got that wish, there would be something in return. and that, my gandmother is sick.
My God, i dont know what im gonna do. My mother is tired of taking care of my granny and i wish, someone will help her.
yes, i can. its just so no one's home and there are many thieves in our place. I hope my granny wasn't sick. I hope she'll be alright. that's all. that's all i've wanted.

-- those people who have read my blog. please help me pray my grandmother. And those people who sympathized with me, thank you very much.. God will ALWAYS bless us. goodnight.

hahai... last nigh is so wonderful. the campus pop thing??? such a great experience.... i've been driven by the sound of music they played, the crowd that pushes through me, people who kept in dancing and strolling and especially the guys whom i had danced. they're all very hot for me. i cant imagine i can dance with them especially the time when i and leo,sepe,ralph,rael,jad,kaki,victor and the rest of the gang dance with me. the dirty dancing thing. woho! i feel so alive and hyper. i met many friends and guys. i want to meet them again. hahai. i hope they will greet me in the corridors or in the school... such a great night!!! hahahah

august 10 to 11, 2007 was our youth camp. such a great experence i had. being left alone was my weakness. why? due to myself inferiority. well i guess ill need to be more cofident. i am confident. actually being with him is such a awesome experience. i adore him. but, i dont look forward to him because i know that he would not be mine. i know im damn stupid to wrote about him. how could i stop talking about him when all in my mind is martin. but, there is certain point when i saw him very frustrated- frustrated because he's alone. he feels that he's nothing. hes wrong. in that time i want to approach him and talk to him. i can't and i'll never will. if i have another chance, i promise to my self that i'll give the rest of the time with him. such a great dancer.